OCTOBER 5

I have let the word out by facebook to my friends, and some neighbors now know. The most common reaction is; "ouch."

Apparently I am making a bigger thing than appropriate about how devastated I feel or most don't want to be very empathetic or can't be. Maybe misery loves company but company avoids misery. Or I am a sensitive boy. I expect many are glad it wasn't them.

I guess it's me. Nevertheless, I remain depressed and fragile.
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